15-04-2011 [ 12.03 am ]

moody . it's not easy to do that . it's really make hurt . but i try . try my best . finally i quit . yes i enjoyed seeing everything at your profile just now . status , wall , relationship , pic , info . . . and you looks like can forget me edy . great . you had delete all the things between you and me . erm . maybe this , you can live better .  it's not a bad thing , good , you done a good job . =) my friend : karen , are you still love him ? if you still love him , why you wanna break with him ? do you feel pain ?  surely feel pain . i really dont know what should i say . not love him ? NO ! still . got another ? NO ! never and dont want , too . then what ? i dont know , just feel . . . we cannot continue . if continue , maybe lots of trouble will come out , and i dont know how to solve it , i'm in dark now and scare , too . i keep remind our memories , from 17-oct-2010 until today , although we cant meet , but i still miss you , so so much , damn miss , miss the moment be with you , wt* , i damn hate this feel , too . it make my tear drop always . i still remember everything about you , last time , when you sang for me at night , surely i recorded it , after end call , i will listen back using earpice , repeat and repeat , sometimes the earpiece still in my ears untill morning , i cant forget your sound , but now i cant hear edy , fon taken . tired just a budu reason , if love a people , deeply , will not feel tired , w h  a t e v e r  , just wanna continue love him , care him and protect him . i really wanna do those things for you . =( but nomore . humm . although regret , just can persist . i'm so pain , pain , pain , need your shoulder right now . if you see this , just keep it in your heart . let it be our secret . = ) i will remember all the memories between you and me , and dont you delete it , because it was our . . . erm . as you like . i will always love you haqimi .