hahaha ```

without u , i can live better . i can . 

yes , its real . 

its facts .  

what distance ? fuck . nomore . sure noob-ies matter i think .

what mi** ? *uck . nomore , too . hahaha . 

wouldn't care your matter , too . 

w h a t e v e r  

the most important thing is holiday 

what should i do during this coming holiday 

such a long long holiday for me 

but actually not 

stay at home ?

or study ?

wow !

!

W o i i  .

F u c k  O f f   P l e a s e  !

寂寞

wow .
a pic that i like most .
is my new header's pic .
a pic that took on 16/04 .
a trip with my friends .
有时觉得自己拍照的技术有点好了
不像以前蠢到死
不会抓角度
现在会了哟
有点想当摄影师的说 哈哈哈
发梦啦喂
呵呵呵
昨天回母校来
和ngng
大概三年没回了
校变了很多
不错 很美
和颜老师聊天
帮老师做点东东
很久没和她聊天了
六年级到现在
不长 也不短
知道点了
也不小心穿爆点了
没关系
放在心里就好了 =)
晚上没去补习
在家做视频
和罗罗
半夜还和我说大道理
我听到的吧
我知道
也明白
这是最后一次
真的是了
过了这次
就没有下次了
你可以说我笨
这是事实
我接受

现在寂寞
寂寞寂寞就好了
有好像等于没有一样
就当没有吧

```

난 당신이 그리워요

아시 겠죠?

그건 중요하지 않습니다

*

now you are strong enough , 

but you will slowly become weak , tired . 

take care of yourself , my love .  

water `

yoyoyo ! happy la weii 2day . went to T na kat and table . with 7 girls , my friends .
lolo , gwen , tong , zan mei , his sis n fer2 . knew a new frn , zan mei's sis . 1st v
went to giant . bought some drinks n foods . adui , sesak wa . half an hour sin reached
vision , 4 fetch z m's sis . otw , saw vision's bas passed by , lolo terus semangat . XD
then 2 t na kat lur , t a m a d e , the water damn dirty , gwen n i keep walked to the sea ,
adui , the tanah . thn lolo n fer2 dnt knw wht hppn , sad2 thr , ppl happy2 , they 2 keep
talk 3 talk 4 , dnt knw talk wht . hahaha . zan mei n tong shout lai shout 去 . mayb an hour v stayed there . after tht , v 
went to table . huhu ! water damn cold . cold dao 鸡皮疙瘩 . v 
流花 T ,  take pic , n . . erm . happy with them . after the happy
moment , time 2 church , dinner , bac home , bath . bac 2 alone n 
lonely . 






took at table n t na kat .

15-04-2011 [ 12.03 am ]

moody . it's not easy to do that . it's really make hurt . but i try . try my best . finally i quit . yes i enjoyed seeing everything at your profile just now . status , wall , relationship , pic , info . . . and you looks like can forget me edy . great . you had delete all the things between you and me . erm . maybe this , you can live better .  it's not a bad thing , good , you done a good job . =) my friend : karen , are you still love him ? if you still love him , why you wanna break with him ? do you feel pain ?  surely feel pain . i really dont know what should i say . not love him ? NO ! still . got another ? NO ! never and dont want , too . then what ? i dont know , just feel . . . we cannot continue . if continue , maybe lots of trouble will come out , and i dont know how to solve it , i'm in dark now and scare , too . i keep remind our memories , from 17-oct-2010 until today , although we cant meet , but i still miss you , so so much , damn miss , miss the moment be with you , wt* , i damn hate this feel , too . it make my tear drop always . i still remember everything about you , last time , when you sang for me at night , surely i recorded it , after end call , i will listen back using earpice , repeat and repeat , sometimes the earpiece still in my ears untill morning , i cant forget your sound , but now i cant hear edy , fon taken . tired just a budu reason , if love a people , deeply , will not feel tired , w h  a t e v e r  , just wanna continue love him , care him and protect him . i really wanna do those things for you . =( but nomore . humm . although regret , just can persist . i'm so pain , pain , pain , need your shoulder right now . if you see this , just keep it in your heart . let it be our secret . = ) i will remember all the memories between you and me , and dont you delete it , because it was our . . . erm . as you like . i will always love you haqimi .

TaTa =)

boy and girl

no boy . no love . no hurt . no pain . no cry .

they are lover before this , but start from this second they are not . yea ! they are not BF and GF anymore . they are just friend , friend , friend , simple friend . how good is it ? they cant forget each other , because of too love , now still , what can they do ?  the best partner is tear . it's great . try to forget . 

04-04-11

hummm . scare la weii . dnt knw wht is the reason . jus feel scare . SCARE ! mayb is bcos hmmm . yes , the answer is homework . a lot of HW nid to do n think . stress . hahaha . today nothing is special . erm . oh yaa . today in toilet , such bad thing happn . damn bad . bad3x . 1 toilet cnt 2 ppl in maa ? buku peraturan gt say 2 ppl cnt in 1 mea . nah . say i lie waa , yish . yish3x . so boring at sch lea . haiz3x . miss eu la weii . :c

♥

seriously , miss you so much dear

31-03-2011

Today . . .
Hmmm . . .
happy la weii
sat with ng at sch
focus focus focus
yes ! i do it
hahahaha
but gt a bit not shuang
cos the stupid bobo
fight with me waa
actually i win d
cos he pull my hair
thn lose at last  = =
2moro pull his tie agn
wakaka ~

2day at school FREE
free dao x boleh tahan edy
MM - as easy as abc
add maths's teacher dnt knw fly 2 whr edy
BI - [ he had such quiet eyes ]
thn free time
gud `

yesterday nite
haizz  . . .
is that ur answer ?
i think tht jus a reason
an untruth reason
then ~
u off the call
what ur mean ?
i dnt knw
humm . .
is it jus let it be ? =)

NOW alone at home
nothing to do
just
seeing your pic
something really c dao oso x shuang
ok la weii `

T = T = T (

30-03-2011

seeing this pic 

and remind what i had done on that day 

on that camp

hummmm

such bad things i had done

i cried 

cried on floor 

adui , so cham la weii

how come will like this ?

all becos of u

and now , today , 30-03-2011

i really dnt knw what are u thinking 

seeing ur pic , and remind our memories

hahaha 

is tht end soon ? 

or now ? 

i cnt understand 

is it end edy ? 

tell me laa 

u dint tell me 

how i knw ?

2nite i really gonna ask u 'soalan bonus'

i think the answer __ so bad 

and 2nite mayb i cnt focus on my study again

haiz 

please dnt hurt me la weii 

please dnt make me jealous la weii

do u knw how is the pain ? 

so pain de tuu 

it is not a drama

it's not a game

it's not a dream too

it's real life

do u understand ?

yesterday nite i cnt slp again 

aiyoo 

this morning i cnt focus in class

termenung saja 

see who pass over my class

first period -->add maths

so hard la weii 

dnt knw hw 2 do 

jus keep fan the girl tht sit beside me 

she oso so fan 

cos i keep disturb her

hahahaha

ermm . . . .

how cum like this edy ? 

a lot of stress

everything gt stress

study 

love 

friend

family

so tired la weii

enough please

i really hope tsunami can come soon 

satu kali hapus la saya

tired of thinking u

tired of thinking how 2 do add maths = =

tired tired tired

i dnt want add maths 

i dnt want physics 

i dnt want chemistry

i just want acccount

i wanna study at vision

i dnt wnt at smkt

semakin bosan saya belajar d sana 

x bermakna pun

if can , i want leave tawau

2 KL or JB

can hav new frnz , new school , new life 

everything new 

that's great 

i told my mum this 

she said DNT BUILD CASTLES IN THE AIR

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE

so it is impossible i can go thr

so stay here

is ok laa

IS OK `

I RECEIVE IT `

" H I "

i'm really not so happy

i'm really not so sad

i'm really not so mad

i'm really not so hurt

i'm really not so pain

i'm really not so strong

i'm really not so weak

i'm not so rich in love

but you make me feel so tired

sometime you give me hope

sometime you let me down

sometime you make me feel dissapointed

that's ok

anyway , i can do it

because i'm still loving you

hope you *

19/03/2011

Went to camping

today back 

2 days 1 night

at calvary church

just 1 night

not syok la

we ZAN MEI , LOLO , GWEN , TONG , VENIFER and ME

no oi oi

but want morning sin want oi oi   XD

gud !

18-03-2011

那时心真的好好痛啊

‘心好空 像没温度的 气球 ’

你不相信我

真的不知谁那么坏

要害我

好失望啊

最后还是好了

可是现在心还是很不爽

因为 . . . 

嗨 . . .

不爽啊

Image spoil 

hahahaha  

is ok 

when i remind that situation 

feel myself so funny 

because of you 

I can . . . 

seeing the comment right now

really wanna slap ISHH .

ok

think positive

be open minded

WILL 

WILL `

=)

曾经我以为

我们会一起走到永远

曾经我以为

我们可以一起面对生活

现在

我们再也不是什么了

朋友也不是

陌生人也不是

是比陌生人还要陌生的

你的样子

我还记得

你的声音

我还记得

你在做什么?

在对谁笑

我想

重伤我的

也许就是你那若即若离的态度

当初是你闯入我的生活

现在也是你把我冷落

我很傻、很好骗

很容易把这花花世界的戏份演的太逼真

到最后才知道是自己在独唱

在演独角戏

我们没有生活在一起

你永远看不到

我为你掉的泪

为你煎熬过的姿态

我知道是自己太过自作多情

不是说坚持才有真爱

而是已经失去了动力

你有你要追求

我有我要的生活

我们越来越远……

甚至陌生

没有你的关心

没有你的关注

没有你的短信

没有你的电话

我们比陌生人还陌生

我总是把你说的话认真来对待

你却一直在忽略我的感受

其实我早就想说服自己脱离你

只是当我寂寞孤单时

想起的一直都只是你

我承认

你赢走了我的心

但又能怎样?

这阵子

我过的

很平静

很寂寞

想了很多

既然你

我都如此不堪重负

那我何不识相的退出?

虽然再次想起你时

我可能还是会难受

但我相信时间

会让我更成熟

因为我想微笑继续向前走

最后

如果有天

有人问起你

你会怎么形容我?

你爱过的? 

或者只是朋友?

=)

Thanks la weii =D

15-03-2011


Haiz . . .
dont know which H A M K A C H A N HACKER hack jor my fb
make me cannot in already
so just can do a new account (Unique Carrot)
but also good
hehehe =)
this hacker so kind
help me to change name , picture , and status. . .
good job yaa hacker
and also need to say thank you to him / her
because of him / her , i can know the truth
anyway , THANKS LA WEII  =D

New account , New life
must happy la weii
tonight i really hope can go drunk
but nobody wanna accompany me =(
so just stay at home
and
do stupid things XD

dont know what should i say to him
just a word 'disapointed'
hummm . .
is ok
everything will be fine
anyway WISH YOU HAPPY HAPPY yaa
=)

YEAH !!!
thursday can go steamboat
friday camping
sunday shan shui
MUST BE HAPPY `










HU !

FEEL NOT SO GOOD `

看来这次我真的是一厢情愿



你有了另一个



我好痛



原来如此





最终的答案是这样




我好恨你

xxxxxx

You belong with me 

我好想你 ♥

我 好  想  你

我 好  想  见 你

我 好  想  念 你

我 好  想  抱 你

我 好  想  咬 你

我 好  想  牵 你 的 手

我 好  想  摸 摸 你 的 头

我 好  想  摸 摸 你 的 耳 朵

我 好  想  摸 摸 你 的 脸 颊

我 好  想  看 看 你 的 眼 睛

我 好  想  你 在 我 身 旁

我 好  想  和 你 说 话

我 好  想  和 你 一 起 的 回 忆

我  好  想 你 

 我 爱 你

我 真 的 好 想 你

你听到吗

♥